Senorita

Untuk sekarang break dulu untuk bahasa inggris karena begitu saya ngoceh bahasa inggris mood saya ingin mengeluarkan kata2 kasar. Karena tidak mungkin saya mengartikan "sucks" menjadi "isap" ha-ha. Jadi, untuk pertama kali setelah beberapa bulan memakai twitter saya ingin mempromosikan twitter saya. Bagi yang mau follow silahkan --> twitter.com/ayeay.

Saya baru membuka website yang sudah bertahun-tahun tidak saya buka: adoptme.com. Terasa seperti bermain tamagochi, tapi di komputer dan lebih jelas. Ada persian cat, gold fish, hamster, parrot, phyton, black labrador, american beagle dll. Dan saya memilih ular phyton hijau bernama Senorita. Betina yang pasti. 

Dan kamu tahu? Seharian ini saya merasa selalu sangat lapar. 

What I need to say, They just did

Do you know your enemy? Well, gotta know the enemy. Now, here's all your lies If you look me in the eyes. Don't be blinded by the lies In your eyes, with the sad, sad look that you wear so well. Once a whore you're nothing more, You're still the good-for-nothing I don't know so you pray to god, to justify the way you live a lie, live a lie, live a lie. But you should've known That nothing lasts forever. Damn all these beautiful girls. 

CONGRATULATION MY DEAAAAR (L)

SO MUCH WEIRD THINGS HAPPENED TO ME LATELY UNTIL TODAY I JUST FOUND SOMETHING SHOCKED:  "Congrats to my friends Gerard and Lindsey who are first time parents as of 2:57pm PST. Welcome Bandit Lee Way...! You ar" 

Shocked. I AM. After I read that i screamed about 10 seconds long and OH MY GOSH. GERARD. WAY. IS. A. DADDY! I cant believe it! It's only a day passed after I wrote about Gerard and Lindsey (below), and now they are a parent! AND ALSO YESTERDAY, I TALKED TO MY SISTER: "I want to have a baby! It's kinda cute and fun!" AND OHMYGOSH LINDSEY HAD A BABY. BANDIT LEE WAY IS THE FIRST BABY MCR and still I cant believe it's true! FYI, before i knew about Lynz's pregnancy, I felt so ill, and i wanted to puke. I made joke of it. I said "It's because of Gee. It's his child!" and a day after that, Allegra told me that Lynz is pregnant. Serendipity hahaha. However, CONGRATULATION MY DEAREST GERARD WAAAAY. Youre a daddy now! You've completed your life :') I cant deny that I am so happy, and I wish I could cry. Its tears of joy! Welcome to earth, first baby MCR and Mindless Self Indulgence :) 

WELCOME TO EARTH, LITTLE BANDIT LEE WAY<3

Love story?

What I can learn from them is: loyality and trusting each other. It's just a part of an amazing life of them. And I bet someday, I'll get mine too. And I would love to make my own love story :) The beautiful one. I've been there actually, and I am now. I haven't done because I will never get enough of it. Call it addicting. It's more fun than the highest Vertigo that you've ever played. Maybe I never feel "butterflies in my stomach" or somethin like that, but I swear I can see Tinker Bell's fairy dust when You smile at me. Happy Ending is a permanent thing. It has no end, and it's not easy to get. It might be hurt sometimes, but the joy will worth all the pains. Just like Gee and LynZ, everything is so incredible. Backstage thing, concert things, "coming home" things, and look at you, Gee. You're gonna be a daddy. It's your child inside LynZ's belly. You'll complete your life. And I bet my husband will do it too. It does hurt me, But if you feel happy because of it, I do too. Well, Just call them: Happy Ending. 

An ordinary life...............for a fool.

Maybe people think that when you don't have friends, you could run away and find another friends who can be friend with you. Your new friend is so nice. You tell everything about your life, your problems, and share your happiness or maybe pain. And become a best friend. You think that it will last forever, and happily ever after. But you just an ordinary, sorry----a FOOL person because you didn't know what happened behind you. When your new friend get angry, or maybe hurt, your world can split and become a mess. It's a tricky life. Dont be shocked when you know you get trapped. It's normal, for a fool. Your new friend is an evil. Have they told you about that? Yeah. But you just wouldnt listen and thought that was only a joke. It WAS a joke. An evil's joke. Dont scream, dont be afraid. We only hurt you, or maybe the worst is: embarassing you. Oh really I'd love to laugh at you. It's gonna be fun! I'm going to show you what revenge is and how to kill someone slowly, from the inside. Then, I'll hurt you outside, and let you feel the pain until you die. Once again, Dont be shocked. I love this part. Its gonna be fun!!!!! <3>

Hear. A Whore.

There's nothing more than your hair

Or you braces teeth

Or your smile on your webcam

And I hate to hear you said about the book of your face

I wont pretend that I hate your OH-SO-HANDSOME friends

With their cute attitude

Cigarette on their hand

And I'd love to watch them die like that

With you among them

It can only make me see

That you're just something i shouldnt know

Because I'm just an innocent kids

With my joy friends 

With a laugh that you will never get

With no friends from the other space like yours

Hot pants

Fitted, eye-throughed shirt

Smoking boys, drugs

There's nothing more you could ask for more

And, oh, there are your friends!

With their same hot pants

Sit on their boy's knees

Start to making out

Each hugs and kisses

Will turn to something more

What a whore

But do they care?

Never

They even like it and ask for more

Whore, whore, whore

When you start to type on your blog

It can only make me sick

Just let me make you feel full of pain

Then I let you die

H-e-l-l- o

It's almost two weeks i havent touch this website again. I've been in the hospital lately because of the dengue fever. And the damn thing is I should study harder for the last exam. Wish me luck on it. It freaks me out enough but i have to do it myself because i write my own name on the paper. I cant do the social lessons, especially history. Yikes. Aaaand I got shocked when I heard that Gerard has a new video with a japanese human. And i saw LynZ's belly. And I saw her wearing BLUE BRACELET. Which is mean......................................................it's a BABY BOY inside her belly. GODLORD THERE WILL BE A LITTLE GERARD WAY OR GEE WAY JUNIOR OR whatever it calls.