A YEAR!

Yeah its already A YEAAAARRRRRR he left me here before i met him!! You know that i miss you so much dont you? 

MCR MCR MCR

Yeyyyyyyy their new song is coming! their new song is coming! DESOLATION ROW is coming! actually just like what gee said its not a new song, they just cover from Bob Dylan's. This song is one of the Watchmen soundtrack and i think its soooooooo coooooooooool xD i miss my chem so mucccchhhhhhh i've heard once---or maybe twice---or more,  and i've seen the video but no longer because its only a preview. I cannot wait anymore actually. it is starting to drive me crrraaazzyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

My dearest Grannyyyyyy

I dont know why but i want to post a blog about my grandma. She is my deaaaaaaarest grandma because i dont have another grandma anymore. Yeah she was passed away. She lived with my family, here, in the same house. I usually called her Eyang Ti, and she doesnt want anybody to call her with her real name. Haha. Okay, the first reason why i love her just because she is my grandma. I dont want to be a bad grand daughter. I believe in karma ya know. Laugh at me people LAUGH. And the second is, she is sooooo loveable to me. She always treat me like a little girl. Really. Jadi cerita nya gini. Kan bokap gua ngajak ke ulang taun temennya, cuman gua males, tapi bokap gua membujuk2 gitu kan. Eh terus eyang gua bilang, "ayo ikut aja, entar dapet hadiah lho, dapet souvenir." Gossssh it feels like im having a very very long time ago flashback. No one treat me like that so far----after i grew up okay---except her. I dont have any idea why did she say that but i love that. It made my heart melt, but still i dont want to go to that party. But i cant get that word outta my head. Okay, go ahead. and the third reason is...........i look like her. Actually i look like my mom, but my mom look like her. My mom said i got my eyes from her. Mata gua katanya gak pure item2 amat, dan itu dari eyang ti gua itu. Thanks god. LOL. And the fourth reason is, she is my inspiration. She never give up. Not just because she is already become an old lady, but it doesnt mean she can only sleep and sit and sleep and eat and sleep. She is an active old woman. And the fifth reason is, i cant loose her. She is the only grandma which i have in this whole world. Terus suatu hari tuh eyang gua pernah nyeritain gua tentang jaman belanda dulu. Gimana keadaan perang, gimana rasanya, gimana caranya berlindung waktu perang, gimana dulu caranya supaya gak di tembak tentara belanda, EVEN SHE TOLD ME HOW HANDSOME THE SEKUTU ARE. Sumpah ya itu gua berjam-jam diceritain tentang itu. But i love it. Seru bgt berkhayal jaman belanda gitu. Kemana2 bule with his pointing nose and pale skin and cool uniform and a gun on his hand (L) but no one can replace my dearest Sue ;p And the next reason: me and her have the same genre of music. We like rock. Cuma gua dan eyang gua yang suka rock. Cool huh? Tiba2 tuh ya gua keinget sama Gee yang juga sayaaaaaaaaang bgt sama neneknya, Elena Lee Rush, yang terus dia bikin lagu Helena, yang kayaknya tuh ngungkapin sesal nya si gee gara2 ga ada di samping neneknya waktu nenek nya itu meninggal, and that makes me saaaad. Well, i think thats all. 

xo

ay

Want to Watch Watchmen!

Ini yaa gua gasabar banget nungguin 6 Maret!!!!!! Bikin geregetan tapi gua juga pengen baca novel nya dulu tapi ya gitu kaga nemu2 gua. Gua tertarik Watchmen karena Gee suka banget sama ini. Karena penasaran, akhirnya gua cek eh ternyata sepertinya menarik daaaaaaaaan ada salah satu tokoh nya yang................ fucking cute (L) There he is............... 

GOSSSSSSSSSH I LOVE HIM SO MUCH (K)(K)(K) His name is OZYMANDIAS. He is played by Matthew Goode. Well, i think he looks a little like a vampire but i dont care. I'll always remember him as a HERO not a fucking vampire. And one more, My Chemical Romance join the soundtrack too. They cover Bob Dylan's song, 'Desolation Row'. That is why i love watchmen more and more. mwa.

Sluter Sluter Sluter and always Sluttie

Slut. You know they live sooooooooo close with us. I know some of them. I dont have any idea what were they thinking then they could act like that. Its effing disgusting you know. But sometimes they called some girls 'slut' too. HELLO WHAT ARE YOU HUH? DONT YOU REALISE THAT YOU ARE ONE OF THEM? DONT YOU KNOW THAT YOU ARE HER? HUH?

8 more days.............

Its almost a year he left me here before i met him. You know that i miss you, dont you? :(

fuck damn shit worrrrrld

Eek besok gua sidang karya tulis didepan yang lain. Males abis. Mana guru gua plin plan nya kayak apa. Nunggu gua mati dulu kali ya. Untung taring gua kagak keluar dah tuh di ruang kepsek z Fuck damn shit nih emang. Rasanya tuh dunia nganjinggggggggggg gitu. Mana orang2 sekitar juga norak ga ada yang beres. Kangen Martyyyyyyyyy sama Geeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee sumpah. Pokoknya abis sidang ya gua pengen minta beliin rbtl. Ohya terus maap yak yang suka tersiksa kalo gua tiba2 ngomong gaenak, kasar, dalem, tajem, dan lain-lain itu artinya gua emang gasuka sama lo oke gua gamau munafik aja kok. Ini bukan cuma buat satu orang doang tapi buat semua nya. Terima aja lah emang gua kalo ngomong ga pernah mikir dulu. But trust me, its fuckin fun to say what youre thinking at the moment. 

xo 

ay

My new goaaaaaaaaaaal

All i want to get this month: 
Watchmen novel and movie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I really cant wait for the movie. I think its pretty cool. But i want to read the novel first, then i cant love the movie COMPLETELY. And i dont know what should i say if they like it too. I wont give Watchmen to them. It is truely mine. Well, i think they wont love it. They arent high enough. p.s. and the soundtrack too. I SHOULD GET IT SOON.

RBTL. I think i dont have to explain this too much. i think every girl on this earth want it too. 

My chem's new press photos---STILL. And i want to see lynz's baby bump. Maybe it can cheer me up, it just reminds me how loveable gee is so he can make that baby bump in lynz's stomach. lllllloooooollllll okayyyyyy

xo

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Kinda lazy for school. Pretty lazy I think

So i just got back from JJS camp and that was my last. I cant sleep well because I felt like sleep on a bones. and now i feel so much pain on my back. and i hate that. That's all. 

McDonald's Rap <3

I think it's a new brand genre of music. Sounds cool and I think I have to try it someday. I'd like to.  There it is; MCDONALD'S RAP. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5sw2OvIgoO8. Clik more info to get the lyrics. It's incredible. 

One song, about a school

Tomorrow is my first day to school in this new year. And I hate it. And I'm sick of it. I want to get the hell outta there and go to work. Why should people go to school if they can earn money without it? Why the hell people make school anyway. I know it's time to change because it's already new year and we should turn to a better person in this new year and blah blah blah blah and and la la la la and yeah talk to my dog's ass. It's JUST a different year. I dont wanna be a liar. You've said you'll change but you cant prove it so you better keep that words in your fuckin mouth rite? Be a better person is not fun. I'd rather be an evil this year. 

FOR JONAS BROTHER LOVERS, YOU'LL LOVE IT MORE

I got this video from Bob Bryar. Yes. BOB BRYAR. Well, I think he is right. It loosen the mood.

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Mikey said: "2008. I Barely knew you." 


I don't know why I feel like sunshine just get closer to my head and the shine--the fucking shine, it's walking and singing on my head and I feel 'freezing' rite now. This is what I need to get me better: umbrella academy, Uncle Gerard's Coffee-O-Doom, Fresh Only Baked bread, Jamba Juice, Vitamin Water, Gee, Love, Wayby (?), tattoo, my chem's new press photos, and Jett Travolta.